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  • scratch_flannigan
    scratch_flannigan  11 hours ago

    The IC posts over the Crater Lake events for Nature Night are finally finished!

  • scratch_flannigan
    scratch_flannigan  11 hours ago

    !lol

    It really was something..a bit like a can..that the Sandworms went into !

    Magic and Gnomish Technology to the rescue!

  • Vaedryan
    Vaedryan  12 hours ago

    *chuckles* Love the name of the most recent NN, Scratch!

  • scratch_flannigan
    scratch_flannigan  18 hours ago

    Nature Night will start in about 2 hours!

    Please join us in the Wild Grove in Grauer Suden.

    I will be IG as Dauken. Feel free to shoot me a tell with any questions. smile

  • AmberOfDzu
    AmberOfDzu  1 day ago

    Hi Scratch!

  • scratch_flannigan
    scratch_flannigan  2 days ago

    Amber!

  • AmberOfDzu
    AmberOfDzu  2 days ago

    *wave* @Vaerdryan grin

  • Vaedryan
    Vaedryan  3 days ago

    Omg! I spy an Avarith!!! grin

  • Jandari
    Jandari  3 days ago

    DORF night has kicked off with epic bouts of arm wrestling!

  • archgrendel
    archgrendel  3 days ago

    Payne is just jealous wink


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No One Likes You

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Cleric of Mystra
2:20:41 am GMT 04/17/13
Cleric of Mystra Registered Member #1083 Joined: 7:29:11 pm GMT 06/25/07
Posts: 1519
"We meet again"


"We meet again"

"Lonely?"


"I try to keep myself busy"

"You weren't like this"


"People change"

"Oh, come on"


"Go to hell"

"We're almost there!"


"I thought these little conversations had been left behind"

"There's not a whole lot changed"


"Go to hell"

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Ashan waved the thoughts away. Though the visions had stopped long ago, he often found himself considering, sometimes out loud, the events that led to such an important shift in his person. At the time they looked like a necessity. Survivalism.

He looked at his garden. Deep inside Ashan knew that it didn't mean much to him. At best, it made him stay focused on lesser matters, which was good. At second best, it allowed him to pay for a prostitute a week, maybe two if sales were good. At worst, it wasn't worth dying for. Nothing was left for him to die for. Nothing commanded the power to force him into taking the actions necessary to just feel alive.
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"No one likes you"


"What?"

"No one will miss you if you go"


"I don't need anyone to miss me"
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Cleric of Mystra
5:51:20 am GMT 04/21/13
Cleric of Mystra Registered Member #1083 Joined: 7:29:11 pm GMT 06/25/07
Posts: 1519
Though he needed to ask questions, he felt as if doing so would be a confirmation of weakness. In a way it was, as the unbreakable Ashan started to doubt about his very essence and what was really his ultimate fate. By purposely pondering he was making it obvious to his consciousness that he was not sure about anything.

He stood in front of a mirror; he had read one or two books in which the character did so in order to adequately explore his inner self, or something somewhat similar ("Eh, I haven't got the best of memories"). It was ridiculous, humilliating and plain childish, but he was not about to turn his back on himself.

He wanted to know who he was. The chanting began. A green light bathed the walls and bones were broken and flesh was torn apart. He must have done it a dozen times.

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"Stop".

"What?"

"You look like a little dubitative adolescent".

"That's the problem".

"But you know".

"No".

"Yes".

"Yes".

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"You are the Formless".

"I am the Formless".
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Cleric of Mystra
1:13:57 pm GMT 05/02/13
Cleric of Mystra Registered Member #1083 Joined: 7:29:11 pm GMT 06/25/07
Posts: 1519
"Your body serves your mind. Your mind serves your soul."
"Your body serves your mind. Your mind serves your soul."
"Your body serves your mind. Your mind serves your soul."
"Your body serves your mind. Your mind serves your soul."
"Your body serves your mind. Your mind serves your soul."
"Your body serves your mind. Your mind serves your soul."
"Your body serves your mind. Your mind serves your soul."
"Your body serves your mind. Your mind serves your soul."
"Your body serves your mind. Your mind serves your soul."

"You keep repeating that because it's the one thing you've never failed at."


"Look at the others, the weak-willed, those who are a prey to themselves. I'm good at this."

"The mind should never shapechange."


"Are you on my side now?"

"I've always been on your side."


"You have a peculiar way of showing that."

"I got that from you."


"I am better than them."

"Not only that."


"I am the greatest of them all."

"But you need to be better."
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Cleric of Mystra
7:03:47 pm GMT 05/05/13
Cleric of Mystra Registered Member #1083 Joined: 7:29:11 pm GMT 06/25/07
Posts: 1519
"What if I told you that everything you have done up to this point is a lie? What if I told you that you were born a vermin, that you've lived like a vermin and that you'll die a vermin? What if I told you that you were swept into a maniac cult-like religion by a few well placed words? What if I told you that, despite what you seem to think, you are not the owner of yourself? What if I told you that the man you always dreamed to be is miles away from what you are?"

"I would agree."

"And you don't care?"

"Oh, I do. But I'm now in control."

"You seem to be awfully sure of yourself."

"I have nothing to lose."
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